Lyndsay

Sometimes conning home feels really good and normal kind of like a warm happy feeling. But then sometimes it’s shitty. And your family knows nothing about you and your close friends think youre a fuck up they didn’t come out and say it but it was very obvious to me fuuuuuuuuck I just don’t want people to judge me because I am finally happy I am so comfortable with my life. I don’t give a flying fuck what people think about me (I can officially say that truthfully) but when it’s your close friends from back home it seriously hurts your ego and even breaks your heart a little. Yeah a smoke a lot of weed. But I am happy my life feels normal for the first time ever. This is my way of life and it works for me. They will never get it. I live them so much. I don’t ever want to lose them.